it's new year's eve. i've got dinner tonight. and i thought it'll be all fancy and stuff. but sheesh. i don't think it is. ): mom says i've got expensive taste. hee. be it food, clothes and even fruits. dad said something about going to kelly's place to usher in the new year. then 7 hours later, i'll be meeting her again. -.-'
narnia! narnia! narnia! william moseley! ((:
there's the 12pm show, the 1.40pm show, and the 2.10pm show. anyone is fine. but i'd rather the 12pm show. gives us more time to do other stuff after that. :D
yeah. of all days, i had to watch on new year's day, sunday. and tickets cost like $9.50. plus popcorn and everything. it'll be $15 already. ): and mom's giving me $30. for all the spendings, meaning food, tickets and 'non-shopping' stuff. i'm bringing my savings up. my hard saved savings. heh. that includes the $24.50 that i earned. eh. not bad for my savings ah. hurr. for shopping shopping shopping! i'm definitely gonna buy the nike waterbottle. and sky high vcd. oh my. nike waterbottle. hahaha. it's like super old already, but i want it. cos i think it's cute. hee. yeah, that spray one. people are gonna think i'm a nike freak man. i've already got two nike bags. and then the waterbottle? and my sport shoes? haha. and i've got nike wristbands that i have yet to use. it was supposed to be for tennis. ): hee. i think i prefer nike than adidas. i like adidas. but nike is like.. better in a way in sports apparel la. i've got adidas wallet and shoes only. heh. whatsoever.
woke up at 10am today. early early. slept at 1.30. hahaha. i'm starting to adjust back to school days already. you ask me if i miss anything about school. friends are not counted, cos you can plan outings on your own. but school? i miss the food. hahaha. i really do. but probably when i get back there. after one term, it'll be boring, and you don't know what to eat. hee.
narnia! (:
13:26
everyone seems to have already watch narnia.
and i haven't.
and i want to.
and i cannot wait for sunday.
i'm getting impatient.
i'm not waiting any longer.
like i have a choice.
i feel like a moron, talking to myself.
22:17
joyce \ SISTERHOOD OF THE HR. i think the name sounds a bit funny-ish. babytalk just came to mind you know. heh. "the list" still ain't finished yet. ):
woke up early early early today. i wasn't in the mood for sleeping anymore. my nose was blocked and irritating. and joyce sent me a wake up call. >.< yeah. 9.15am. and i'm already awake. cancelled tuition. i had stuff on. like cleaning my room. dad made me clean it la. well actually, i just threw away all unwanted objects on the table and erm.. floor. heh. and i put my school books into my cupboard already. hehe. it had been sitting downstairs ever since 14november. i'm a lazy pig. hee. tell me something that i don't already know.
was actually copying my click five cd for joyce. but started too late, so i didn't burn finish. just took my original copied copy and passed it to her instead. it's not of best quality, but it's what i could get. rushed off to meet kelly and joyce at jurong. grr. stupid 51 took so freaking long to arrive. 1.15pm i was at the bus stop. 1.45pm. i gave up waiting for freaking 51, and took 143 instead. a lil bit longer. but WHO KNEW. when i arrived opposite the library, a freaking 51 was right behind 143. but still, same same.
returned books first. heh. met joyce and kelly at long john. of course, i got nagged at by joyce for returning my books. went to poh kim to see whether they had sky high vcd. nope. i want the vcd, it's cheaper. hee. although, not as many good stuff. but i'm not that rich yet. like, as if i'm ever rich. heck.
went arcade. everyone changed $4. okay. 8 tokens each. didn't play car racing. ): me and joyce tried out ddr after how many ice ages. and we didn't do it. eek. it was like, horrible. saw one guy doing para para. oh my god. super cool please. :D played bishi bashi. whoohoo. computer games are good for hand-eye coordination. i still remember the sega thing i used to have at home. which i spoilt. heh. i spoil everything at home. hee. then i tried snowboarding. eek. it's cool la. but it's not easy. it's as horrible as my car driving skills. kelly wanted time crisis, but no time crisis, one, two or three. hahaha. played some shooting game stuff. i took the action action one. kelly and joyce took the cute cute one. whatsoever the name la. they played metal slug. i tried pressurising the kids who were playing air hockey. i love that game please. like oh my. i love it like hell la. i got to play. i had two tokens. that's not enough alrights. then kelly and joyce spent all their remaining tokens on metal slug! well, at least it was satisfying that i got to play.
library after that. maybe we made too much noise. but heck. we're the young people who go to the library but unintentionally making lots of noise. got some change from kelly. heh. thanks. by the end of this lifetime, i would have owed you $200. hee. bought some chips from the vending machine! i love vending machines! heh. i have yet to find my super vending machine at the airport. and until i find it, i won't be contented. ): okay. didn't borrow much books today. so at least i didn't need to lug one heavy bag home. did some HR matters. sisterhood of the HR. hurr. it's lame. but it's hr-ish. xD and "the list". yes, "the list".
homed. took 97. got home pretty quick. dad bought dinner for me. felt kinda sleepy while watching pop inc. hehs. maybe it just bored me. hm. yeah. today's pretty interesting. 2nd best day of the holiday. hurr. pathetic.
tmr's new year's eve ALREADY. maybe i have dinner, maybe i don't. who knows, who cares. i just wanna watch tv. and listen to 987fm's top 100 countdown. for who knows how many million hours. hehe. i can read a book and listen to that. but i wanna watch kids choice awards. i missed the june telecast of it. after that. i don't bother about number 99 anyways. hahahaha.
new year's day. i can't wait. i wanna go watch narnia!! (:
21:15
i'm feeling real sick. well, sort of.
i feel as if i'm coming down with a fever or some sort.
and i don't wanna fall sick. cos mom will say i sleep too late and then heaty and blah blah blah. ):
Lord, please don't lemme fall ill. school's gonna reopen soon, and i've got so much things planned for the last three days of the year. whoa. LAST THREE?! time sure flies when you're.. DOING NOTHING. but Lord, please don't lemme fall sick. i can't afford that right now. ):
this sucks. my nose is blocked.
GRRRRRR.
20:27
i'm bored. i woke up at 12 today. huge accomplishment. hoho.
it's raining. again. ): gloomy thursday.
i think i'm falling sick. a lil bit of sore throat and phlegm.
and i'm sickeningly bored.
i'm not in the mood to do anything either.
i just wish i never had anything for the hols.
forget about the chinese compo thing for school. i ain't gonna bother about that anymore. if the teacher really needs it, then i'll just rewrite it. bleah.
tuition's compos, aiya. i'll get to that tonight la.
camp report? school reopen then do can.. yawn.
if joyce makes it tmr, i'm going to jurong library with her. A FIRST for us. i've only been there once. and i didn't like it. hopefully they have the books that i saw at bukit merah. cos i SO want those books. yupp. so after tuition, i'll come home, put my bags, then go library. YAY! can't wait. cos jurong library is pretty interesting. and then we can plan our SF list. yippee!
new year's eve, dad says we've got family dinner with his friend's family too. yawn. but it's new year's eve. i want to listen to the radio! 987fm top 100 countdown! aw man. maybe i'll just wait for the list to appear on the website.
when's pei shi coming back?
14:57
joyce \ fine, then stick to shitting partners. -.-' hahaha. well. looks like you're off to bintan. and hopefully you come back. but i'm still hoping for last minute cancellations. hehe.
Tammy \ HELLO! (: i love the doggy! thanks. i thought of naming it 'tammy', but nah. hahaha. so now it's still nameless.
jocelyn \ nope. didn't even buy any gum thingy. chewing or bubble. none of it. hehe.
irritating larr. i'm already not in a freaking good mood, and the 'lovely' neighbours are drilling away. grr.
oh wells. it's moodswinging time. sheesh. and it's freaking irritating.
actually awoke at 6.33am. continues sleeping til 10am. *more drills* >.< so.. i felt it was still early, and continued sleeping til 12.35pm. hee. i watched tv from then on, all the way til 7pm. hahahahah. i don't recall going to the toilet at all. but i know i did go to the kitchen to search for food. and so on and so forth. hahahaha.
went out for dinner at pastamania. and then the freaking bad mood came along. cos some freaking irritating youngster can't put his freaking bag on his freaking lap or some freaking where else. it had to occupy a freaking chair belonging to another freaking table. and i found that freaking irritating.
(imagine if the word freaking was replaced with the other word. like 'effing'. oh, you know what i mean.)
walked around harbourfront after a while. ya da ya da ya da.
today has been a boring boring day.
nothing on tmr. so i'm just gonna stone the 'last' day of my hols. cos friday i've got tuition. oh man. i've got to do the rc camp report thing. and then the chinese compos thing. and then jr's chinese compos. and all better be completed by tmr. or somewhat done. piece of shit. >.<
don't criticise the hair
i hate the hair.
it ain't got flair.
it sucks
no buts.
i hate the hair.
hahhaha. it seems like some childish ranting.
but it's true, i hate the hair.
it's so boring. it's not stylish enough. it's like a mushroom head larr. and it's way too short.
pfft!
21:56
joyce \ william.m! ((: wheeheehee. hehehe. i know what you're talking about. we should make a list, i'll bring paper, if you're coming this sunday. and it's BEN ROMANS! :D heheheh, i told you click five is good. i'll lend you the cd when i'm willing to. currently, it's still my most precious item at home. shitting partners! we should get a more decent name. -.-' hopefully hopefully and super hopefully, your mom doesn't find anywhere to go for the weekend. then you can come join us and go watch narnia AGAIN, for you. and we can go shopping shopping shopping! (: if there's no time, then we'll shop all the way! and i'll buy the narnia vcd some time. sigh.
catch your wave is playing over and over again. cos the the official website for click five is open, and i haven't closed it. but it's good. :D
i'm dying to go shopping. i can never go shopping and not buy anything back. to me, it's wrong. hahahaha. and window shopping is just so infuriating. ah. whatsoever. i want the planetshakers cd. i want both. those 2005 ones. there are two man! and i want both. but some songs are repeated. so i'll see la which one seems better. hehehe. planetshakers aren't updating their webby. cos next year, if they're back, i'm so so so so there! (:
and like OH MY GOSH. click five uses gibson guitars, i mean i know that. but fender too. I LOVE FENDER. :D THEY HAVE PRETTY PRETTY PUNKY GUITARS. :D I WANT A FENDER. A BLUE ONE! -faints* like how many hundreds would that cost! i want a fender stratocaster! i'm freaking crazy over click five! xD and needless to say, their guitars. hahaha.
I'M FREAKING OBSESSED -
14:06
HOHOHO!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
thank you for all your presents alrights. much appreciated. ((:
woke up early in the morning. kelly and i joined tammy for david club. it ain't that bad after all. DANIEL SEAH. oh my. he's super cute can. he's not supposed to be there. but he was.
WAIT. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING. he's only a year old okay. like baby style. took care of 3 year old toddlers. heh. it's quite fun la. and dear little daniel, i had to carry him back from worship just because he was crying. he ain't that heavy, it's good. (: and he made me carry him over and over again. -.-' i guess lil kids aren't that bad la. haha. like i said, i hate kids. but now i don't, i just hate annoying ones. HAHAHA.
met joyce. went for lunch at orange julius. a drink, and a hot dog. can't be too stuffed for service. met jiarong. had a lil talk. and whatsoever. the cell joined us. went for service. after that. exchanged gifts. i got jiarong's one. the orange shower gel thingy. :D
took the train, kelly, charmaine and me. went tiong for tea. had long john. whatsoever la. i've had like so much freaking fast food this month already la. unhealthy okay. ugh. back to kelly's place. nothing much. had dinner. i liked the ham. :D went to the playground. lazed around. talked. blah blah. went home at like 1230. what the hell man. tired okay. i only get three hours of sleep on saturday nights. hahaha. hopefully it doesn't continue through the school year, if not i'm screwed.
dad woke me up at 1.10 today. i woke up at 9.45, continued sleeping. it was early. dad came in twice before i had to wake up. grr.
went bukit timah plaza for lunch. and then supermarket shopping. met jiamin and family at the cashier.
came home. unpacked everything. dad dropped us off at bukit merah for a haircut. reluctance. what choice right, school's reopening already. while mom coloured her hair, and after my haircut, went to the library, walked around and around. haha. joyce and i have become shitting partners. LOL. took the bus back, infuriating bus driver. ugh. super annoying please.
i think my hair looks like a mop. it sorta looks like laureen's hairstyle. i wonder if she's in NZ already.
had dinner already. okay, fine. my point of view of sweet potato leaves as a vegetable has changed. it ain't that bad after all. :D
tuition tmr. and who knows what else.
and sunday's already planned out somewhat perfectly. whee!
hopefully joyce's parents don't go on a trip anywhere. so the four of us can go out! (:
touchkidz first service. then off to town to watch narnia, shop, and have lunch and dinner. then back to expo for new year party til 10pm. and most probably later. hee. anyone wanna go? i have four tickets. please contact me alrights. it's free of charge. (:
haha. yupp yupp. it's like that. dad says shouldn't be a problem. so it better not be. cos i wanna go shopping. i have in mind a few things i'd like to buy. :D
20:59
16 people out of 60 have picked up my eCard. i'm expecting more.
HELLO! CHECK YOUR EMAIL LARR.
merry christmas EVE.
hehehe. the big day is tmr. it's gonna be official. whoohoos.
i think i'm falling sick. sore throat and neck ache. but i'm feeling slightly better after the panadol drink.
mom woke me up at twelve. cos i guess aunty iris and family were coming over to look at the house. NO, WE'RE NOT SELLING. nor are we renting, or in the least, moving. xP
had cup noodles for lunch. what a way to have a meal on christmas eve. bleahh.
spent the whole day slumping around the house. looking for food to eat, and watching tv. yawn.
i watched the click five on mtv's buzz worthy! (: hip hip hooray! i'm telling you, i'm obsessed. teehees. and i'm not ashamed of it. HA.
going out for dinner later. i was hoping for something posh la. but i guess, it's a no. sigh.
gonna go visit grandma before that. i want something posh. i love posh dining la. hahaha. it feels posh-y. hahaha. whatever.
i'm bored.
17:59
hohoho.
i'm sending out ecard after ecard.
from my hotmail address book, using my yahoo account, but hotmail email.
confusing, so scratch that.
it's late, real late.
and i'm appearing offline. so that people won't talk to me online. saying that i've sent them a christmas card. somehow, i find it embarrassing. hehes. but i know if they've read it, cos i've asked to notify me when they have opened it. :D
smarty pants.
i've sent ecards out to 60 people. (:
even to primary school friends.
and people whom i don't really talk to.
haha, it's free, so just send send send!
the sore throat's getting really bad.
but who cares! more chocolates!
and more chrysanthemum tea and healthy stuff. haha.
00:15
jocelyn \ ah yes, 'how to deal', i saw that book. haha. yeah, keeping the moon is different cover. haha. I LIKE HARD COVERS TOO. :D but if it's a good book, i'll borrow. hee.
joyce \ can we please go somewhere else next time? i'm sick of popeyes. haha. so you're honoured, that you're being mentioned. here's more honour.
JOYCE.
now it's huge, bold, italic and in red. feeling honoured? hahaha. now, continuing with the reply. aiyo. people were trying to get some shut eye, but you and kelly were making funny noises and taking photos and whatsoever. but i fell asleep in the end anyway. but i know you left. heh. and i don't want a quiksilver handbag. it looks so weird. cos quiksilver shop sells all guy stuff. haven't seen girl stuff yet. i always thought their girl counterpart was roxy. i mean, go to http://www.quiksilver.com. do you see any girl stuffs there?! i want a ripcurl handbag. hehe. you know, for like special occasions, where it's not right to carry a sling bag, backpack or whatsoever. so stop imagining. i already wear shirts like the flesh imp one and mango, so at least i'm not so tomboyish. imagine what would people think from the kinda background we're coming from. you know what i mean..
i'm always using the computer late at night. heh.
it's not like i slept very late last night. but apparently, i woke up at 1pm. heh.
that timothy club thing is comfirmed no matter what. so who the hell cares about whatsoever. well, at least i know i don't.
i'm getting a bit of a sore throat. yikes. perhaps from all the caroling and not enough water. HAIYA. annoying. and it's the christmas season. with all the food and yummylicious things.
had lunch. watched tv. missed whose line is it anyway AGAIN. ): continued making christmas presents. it's still not done by the way. gotta complete tmr. wrap up and everything. i'm thinking of using joyce's wrapping paper. hehe. i'll ask later. then i've gotta find a family picture. and blah blah blah.
free day tmr, so it's good. shall complete everything tmr. i mean, I HAVE TO.
bathed. fetched mom from work. went tiong bahru plaza. heh. it sounds like some ulu-fied place. dad thinks it's my favourite haunt. -.-' i'd rather harbourfront, it's more 'along the way'. hehe.
bought the slippers from urs and inc. it's not the one i wanted, the one i wanted wasn't that comfortable after all. that's why, looks can be deceiving. (that line can be used for the wrapper i used for the network christmas present.) hehe.
bought the network christmas present next from watsons. it's less than $7. :D less than $5 too. heheh. but it's cute alright.
went for dinner at the food court. had ban mian. yum yum. i think i'm like this obsessive person over ban mian and mee sua. haha. i can eat and eat and never get sick of it. hee. headed to sportslink. saw nice nike bags. but what the hell, i already got one. nice water bottles too. i want the nike or adidas one la. haha. but like, would i use? hm. maybe. hm. i shall go buy one then. when i go out. hehehe. any sportslink in orchard? bought school shoes there. kappa, no shoelaces. it's better in a way la. but whatever.
home after that. helped mom unwrap presents. wheehee. she received twelve from the office alone. sheesh. and valrhona chocolate. oh my. has nuts inside. and oh my. it tastes like heaven okay. the chocolate is so smooth and nice and sweet. it's like really really good. and really really expensive. my mom calls it 'first-class' chocolate. hahaha. but it's good la. better than cadbury. :D duh. and yupp.
sore throat! annoying! >.<
23:30
future reply-tags will be here.
honey \ seems to me as if you're very free ah! school reopening already ah! the worse has yet to come.
jocelyn \ wait ah. slowly one by one reply. har? you mean it was in the papers then the linz family were mean? i didn't read that article. nothing in muar la. some church thing. relaxation mode that's all. but it's a pretty okay place. went mount ophir! waterfall only la. cold water! (: funn! so i suppose you found 'keeping the moon'? haha. it's an okay book la. and yes, there's dreamland, very rare though. have you seen 'last chance'? they have that book too leh. but i don't know where.
i finally got to use the com.
com went blank just now. it's a sign. to get a new com for the house. with a router. and a notebook for me. :D dream la. i know.
if i got to use the computer like yesterday, i would have blogged about the holiday. but now, i'm just feeling too damn lazy. overall the holiday was better than i expected. the place was clean and nice. i'd give it a 7/10. would have been an 8 if it weren't for some turn offs and suaning. -.-' suaning can kill alrights. it killed me. but i lived through it. then last day, went up to malacca for shopping. then back down to singapore at about midnight. jammed up at the second link then went for dinner. hehs.
didn't buy much stuff la. i expected more. i bought a school bag, orange socks, and a brown top. i think it's like that la. can't remember anything else. hehe. i'm still in need of school shoes man. couldn't find any nice one there. the levi's ones were cool, but parents didn't know if it was allowed in school. so i have to go shoe hunting one of these days. whatever.
slept at 1am, woke up at 1.30pm. hehe. i was deprived of sleep in muar okay. sleep at 2, wake up at 7. grr. hm. went to clementi for lunch, bought pink top for caroling the next day. wore hangten green. door to door caroling at simei. pretty okay. it's a different experience altogether la. dinner at eastpoint. supper at eastpoint. -.-' exchanged phones with peishi overnight. funn!
slept at 3.30am. woke up at 6.30am. wore hangten pink. same design, only different colour. hee. met at tanah merah mrt. was smsing joyce along the way. who knew, we were on the same train. wheeheehee. :D she boarded at commonwealth. me at clementi. only at paya laber there did i decide to walk over to find her. hahaha. met the group. exchanged back phones with peishi. then switched with joyce til we went home. hahaha. the caroling was okay. the others singing were enthusiastic, especially johnny and the guitarist guy, they can really motivate the group. went for lunch nearby. johnny's treat. :D chicken rice and a drink. back to the place. did a little more singing. hung around a bit with joyce, peishi, jiamin and kelly.
left at 3. went to the airport for teabreak. popeyes again. -.-' i still can't find my beloved super vending machine. ): took the train back. sleepy sleepy. kelly and joyce were being annoying. >.<>.< i hate kids. oh wells. maybe we can expand our social circle, you never know. with kids, teens, and adults alike. we start this sunday. when do we get the jacket? haha. and it says TIMOTHY CLUB there. hehehehe. (:
free day tmr. means the tv is for me. and the computer is for my dad. then we'll switch. as always. i've still got other stuff to do. tired tired tired. my parents christmas presents aren't done yet. neither are the others. AIYA. i'll do it tmr. i'm super tired. i think i'll fall asleep immediately when i hit the bed.
cute, two christmas e-greetings so far. none by mail as yet. none via smses as yet. i wonder how many will i get. haha. whatever.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
23:15
like what the hell? my english is becoming to irritating. i mean, i have to think of profound words suddenly, just to get the actual word to describe what i'm trying to say. sheesh. something's wrong with me. :D and i'm still smiling about it. but what the hell, why would anyone care about the way i speak yeah?
i'm officially all packed and ready to go. including my slippers, which i keep on forgetting.
is it a bad thing going up to muar? i don't know larr.
but right now, i'm feeling bummed out.
but tmr's the day, and i can't turn back now, not like i'd ever have the chance.
i'm gonna miss mtv a whole lot, and whose line is anyway, and legally blonde, and lord of the rings. i can't remember when part 1 is. tonight izzit? haha. cos i'm recording the part 2 one and legally blonde. hopefully, there's enough time in the tape, and it's possible to record over kungfu hustle. hehehe.
meeting joyce, peishi and kelly tmr before first service. then we'll go for coffee.
then to service. and ya da ya da ya da.
coming home to change, have lunch, and we gotta be at the petrol kiosk on the other side at 1230. yeah, malaysia. sheesh. i'm being super negative right now.
bought pva glue, finally.
i've completed my christmas gifts. the fourth one i made and beyond are the nicer, simpler ones. the first few were the trial runs. hehehe. are they pretty or ugly? i'd say they're pretty ugly. hahaha. i'm going high high high larr. must be the dinner, somebody must have spiked my food. hehehe.
actually, i haven't completed the gifts, still have my parents one. and that's a huge project. or at least i think it is.
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i wanna know the number 1 song on the 987FM's top 100!
tune in to 987FM on 31december at 12noon to find out. :D
(a while later)
the goodness of watching mtv?
you get to watch the latest videos. (no matter how many times they play. like because of you by kelly clarkson. sheesh, it's everywhere, on the radio, mtv, trl. i'm getting bored of it.)
and you get to listen to music which are already out in the rest of the world's radios, and not yet in ours. which is good, you get ahead of the crowd. then everybody starts loving them, and you get bored. like stickwitu by pussycat dolls. it's nice la, but it's too overrated. and especially because of you. i knew that song before that, and suddenly everyone's loving them.
so mtv is good. (:
my new found love forever and ever amen. :D
20:57
the computer, is lagging. and this sucks.
it's not like i'm running a whole lot of programmes. sheesh!
you know what, maybe the trip up to malaysia ain't gonna be that bad after all.
today's stuff.
tuition. caroling practice.
then the those who were at the carol prac, joyce, peishi, kelly, amanda, nicole, me. went to bukit merah. macs for lunch. ntuc for stuff. amanda left. then to the library. :D
borrowed 10 books. YAY!
books to bring to malaysia! (:
i'm bored.
(a while later)
hehehe. i found that song i love by J.D. Fortune. like finally la. i love this song so much can. how was i supposed to know he was in a band. i only saw it twice on mtv, and i missed the titles.
but YES. i found the song.
PRETTY VEGAS BY INXS. (:
19:30
backstreet boys is coming to singapore, 24 january.
and my parents ain't gonna allow me to go. ):
but they said it'll be okay if it's 'the click five'. OH MY.
like that'll ever happen.
i think i'm getting lazier and lazier to blog day by day.
bought some stuff for christmas presents today.
gonna buy the rest tmr.
after tuition, after caroling, maybe before the trip to the library.
yay, more hrbc time for us people.
i've got so many thousand books i'm thinking of borrowing man.
but come school reopen, you think i have the time? sigh.
whatever.
21:15
today's tuesday right? i mean, of course it is.
holidays make me lose count of the dates and days.
what you told me, is a piece of news i cannot seem to take.
you're killing me here, unintentionally.
i just don't know how to feel, i don't know how you'd feel about it either.
but you seem okay, you seem strong, but is that who you really are?
if you ever need a friend, i'll be there. no strings attached.
too lazy to blog yesterday.
probably too much on my mind.
tuition and whatsoever la.
i did some research on the newspaper, and yikes, i found something that really just made my stomach drop.
i've got caroling practice today. yikes.
for the first time ever, i woke up before 12. as in, not forced myself to wake up kind. but really wake up.
maybe cos my mom turned off the aircon. haha.
so my mom's out for lunch, my dad's gone to malaysia, to play golf.
my parents already started packing for muar, i guess it's good to put away some stuff first.
but here i am, for once, couldn't be bothered to pack, even planning couldn't bother me. but i guess i should start putting aside thing, whenever. i'm not looking forward to the trip man.
i have to talk to you. next time i see you, let's go grab a drink, and talk okay?
we seriously need to catch up.
; every memory i'm looking out the back door
11:48
Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.
I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor evrywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that im ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
i talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone, I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I belive in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away message saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
w I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever i can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republic.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls,not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differenly from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I belive in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that i loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch food network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that i was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew i would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Jonny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy taco bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when i was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
true thing: i can be cool on the surface, but inside, i'm struggling.
the 5 people: kelly, joyce, shahilia, zhihui, michelle
21:20
I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT. :D
TELL THE WORLD THAT, TELL THE WORLD THAT! :D
had a hard time sleeping last night. either i was excited, or i just wasn't tired. fell asleep about 4. woke up to the forever irritating sound of my phone alarm at 9, SHARP. -.-'
bathed. watched a little bit of kim possible.
9.45. took the bus to clementi mrt. and took the east-bound train, 24 stops, all the way to changi. reached there at about 10.55. obviously no one was there yet. kelly came 20 mins later. hugs(: she bought me chocolate. and a mood bracelet. i don't even know what the colours stand for. except red, horny. -.-' i look different eh? hahas. joyce came 10 mins later. so we took the escalator up. then sat down there. and watched two couples taking wedding photos.
yijing: i wanna get married at the airport! so cool!
joyce: if you get married.
yijing: -.-'
we sat there, and watched the world go by. peishi came about 15 minutes later. took the skytrain to T1. hahaha. we're like a bunch of hopeless morons that never took the skytrain before, lest went to the airport before. went to the viewing gallery. nothing much okay. i mean, it's T1. ): major disappointment. lunch at popeyes. couldn't finish the food, either i wasn't hungry, or i was already filled up. i really wasted a lot. now i'm guilty. two calls from charmaine, hurrying us.
took the skytrain back. then then the mrt. then we rushed all the way to service. squeezed in and out of people. alright. the zebra crossing, there's this cement pole thing in the middle right. so we walked, kelly in front, followed by joyce, then peishi, then me. kelly walked around the pole. joyce walked into it. the back two jerked. peishi walked into it. i jerked. i thought what happened. and i ended up walking into it. OUCH. it was painful, but funny. the irony!
reached hall 9 at 1320. just in time. of course, i had stitch by then already. ):
service was power! really. :D totally enjoyble worship. running after you, one way, tell the world... yay! yay! yay! (: of course having only 5 hours of sleep, i almost fell asleep at some points. but joyce, seated next to me, kept me awake. NOT THAT IT'S A BAD THING THOUGH. skater boys eh? punks eh? hahaha. those hearty shaped thing eh? haha, whatever. ended service with 'tell the world'. my new favourite song! :D
after service. headed out to sign our name on the board. yoznet! heheh. mine's original and copyrighted. :D administrative matters. hehe. we're going caroling. sing, sing a song, sing out loud, sing out strong! :D some left, char, kel, PS and me hung around a while. went to the other side of expo to get a drink. long queue at 7-11, ezlink cards didn't work at the first vending machine. walked over to food court. the three of them left. i went to meet my parents at hall 4. john little sale man.
long queues, nothing much. we're in the east, so we headed down to town. parents needed their security team uniform. went john little. then OG, then le meridian's FOS, then robinsons. then dinnered at food fest. unhealthy laksa. >.<
we're in town, headed back to the west, clementi. dad bought trackpants and his black shoes. that's one item off the list. back home. finally. i'm really tired. maybe i'll be able to have an early night for once.
today's been a pretty good day.
i guess the move to expo ain't so bad after all.
more airport visits in the future.
welcome to the club, started by me and joyce again. hahaha. joyce's idea.
changi airport fanatics.
so now there's..
-PM (PastaMania) club
-HRBC (Hopeless Romantics Bookworm Club)
-CAF (Changi Airport Fanatics)
i could have missed out some.. hahaha.
tuition, monday.
carol practice, tuesday.
dental, wednesday.
malaysia, thursday??
carol practice, friday.
nothing, saturday. (weird)
first service, sunday.
and i'm off to muar. yikes.
i didn't know C.S Lewis was dead. >.<
hehe.
everything seems alright, just this once.
21:22
whoo!
compiled some cool rockin' music. rockin' to me maybe, not to you.
but heck. this are just some plain cool electric guitar sounds. :D
i'm bringing these two to malaysia. along with 4 others.
the click five one, the latest one, the soon gonna be latest one and the last one i don't know.
i gotta have good music on a boring ride up okay.
i'm super dee duper proud of my blogskin okay.
it's been a few days already la, but still, gotta let ppl know my hardwork. haha. whatever.
it's nice, and it's done by me. okay. the 'extreme' word suddenly doesn't make it seem so extreme anymore. but the other image i wanted to put there was too huge. and i didn't want to scale it down, cos then it wouldn't be nice anymore.
18:26
weird dreams.
i can't remember la.
it's like transporting me from past to present to future. time machine! haha, no la.
sleeping was a bliss. then i woke up at 1022. earlyyy. so there comes dream #01. of the past. primary school life okay, and it was fun. i remember singing this graduation song thing. but i wake up, and i can't remember the song! okay. woke up at 1130. sleepyyy. dream number #02 comes along. it's secondary three life. it was scary okay. everything was busy and scary! dad came in at noon, those guys supposed to repair the roof came. and dad said lemme sleep then when they are done, then wake me up. so here comes dream #03. it's future, way way way into the future. like when i'm in the late twenties. freak!
eventually, dad woke me up at 1310. i've been sleeping at 3. and waking at 1. sheesh.
today feels boring, empty, whatever you call it.
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE AT CHURCH. IT'S 1730!
but yeah, it takes getting used to right? i mean, 4pm, and i was getting fidgety. like something's missing.
but service is tmr, at the max pavillon! yay yay yay!
airport! airport! airport! ((:
it takes some getting use to, but i'll live through it.
i have to wake up at 9am okay. i'm meeting kelly at changi airport mrt at 11am. and it takes an hour to get there. and i gotta get ready. OH MAN. that's way way way too early to wake up. i sleep at 3. AIYA.
like i said 'getting use to'.
everything's fine.
and i'm glad it's the way it is.
well, almost everything.
17:28
i don't wanna give a damn about that anymore.
you've got a problem. come straight to me.
yesterday had it's high points and low points.
don't wanna talk about the low points. it'll just bring me down low.
i spent the whole night, tossing and turning, just because of the freakin' thing.
high points, mom bought me a candy cane! yay! (: it's half gone already. hehe. i'll eat the rest later. but yay! mummy bought me a candy cane! (:
and i went super high after that. especially after watching '8 simple rules'. i love that show. rory! :D
then phone call with shahilia. haha. that was pretty cool. haven't spoken to her for such a long time man.
went shopping with mom today! (:
went out at 1pm. dad dropped us of at gallery hotel there la. some warehouse sale thing. spent only 15 mins there.
and took a 20 mins walk to orchard. OH MY. it seemed forever la.
walked to le meridian for lunch. had fish and chips. pretty good. mom's thai beef noodles was better.
went to the factory outlet shop there. pretty interesting clothes okay. haha. mom won't let me buy the abercrombie and fitch jeans. i mean. it's a factory outlet, WAY cheaper. but no, she says it looks like a rag. -.-' she said buy somewhere else. so OKAY lor.
walked to OG. nothing much la.
then walked to centrepoint. mom wants me to buy a pair of shoes, so that i don't rush her for chinese new year. so i pointed at the ones i was wearing. but nooo, mom wants me to wear those pretty pretty ones. -.-' so i settled for something like the ones i had. walked around. in and out of shops. and we never bought anything.
walked to specialists'. bought stuff for dad and me.
took the train to tiong bahru. walked into urs & inc. yay. i found the pretty pretty slippers. (: no time to buy, dad was supposed to pick us up. so mom said buy some other time.
redhill for dinner. the usual.
blah blah blah.
i'm tired okay.
i'm sick and tired of everything.
this week is going horribly.
first that, now this.
*rolls eyes*
GO AWAY.
you can't be left alone can you.
you can't sense that we don't want you there?
i feel like my life is so screwed up right now.
WAIT. IT IS.
tell me i'm running a fever.
maybe tmr will be better.
21:49
i'm not blogging.
well, i just did, but nothing else.
21:35
YOOHOO.
the cell's going christmas carolling. sounds like fun.
i wonder how we'll sound.
can you believe how tomboyish i used to be?
like around primary 5.
long hair la. but boy pants. crisscross. and non tight fitting shirts. sigh.
haha. that was because i had a friend who was equally boyish sitting next to me.
sabrina soh! i kinda miss her. ):
those were the days. and it's over.
ew. i hate that.
nothing much today la.
tuition. forgot my assesment book again. -.-'
came home.
mom said: 'get ready. we're going for a walk.'
aiya. so it's off to the stadium again.
i ran yesterday already. so we went again lor.
3 times so far. sunday, tuesday, wednesday.
7 rounds each time. which is about 3km. because there are the extras here and there. gonna try more next time. slowly progress. haha.
nothing on tmr.
parents have cell. means.. whole house to me! (:
i really really wanna watch chronicles of narnia.
it seems really really nice. :D
21:00
OOH.
i couldn't use the com yesterday cos my mom thought the roof was leaking. or was it really? i don't know. so i had to clear the electronics away. but dad fixed it up later at night cos he wanted to use. -.-'
watched some late night television.
read some books. i went to bed at 2+ and he was still on the computer.
nothing much yesterday la. tuition. and whatsoever.
it's a boring tuesday.
no plans, no nothing.
can you believe it?
school's gonna reopen really soon.
and i don't want that to happen. i mean, i wanna know what's gonna happen. and what to expect and all. but it's just freaky sometimes. like, a whole new school year. FREAKISHYLY FREAKY.
i've been having these super weird dreams lately la.
yesterday and today. same old dreams. it's like the continuous part. of me playing computer games. YEAH. weird much.
it's like i have the xbox 360. -faints*
and a black PSP. -faints again*
but i only have two games.
and i keep playing em. it's weird really.
it's like a continuing drama of some kind.
the boring wind starts sweeping in.
13:52
slept at around 3.30 last night. i was reading okay. hehe.
diary of a crush: french kiss. it's a good book okay. hahaha.
it's not about french kissing or french people kissing, it's kissing in france. complicated story. but it's good.
mom woke me up at 8.15.
took the train to city hall.
bought a hot cup of caffe mocha from starbucks. it stained my beloved orange polo tee okay. ):
i really prefer coffee bean's one now.
walked over to the padang, to wait for dad to cross over the finish line. slightly after four hours time check, he crossed. oh yeah. it makes me feel so motivated to do the 10km one. haha.
but mom and me have some intensive exercise regime going on. so i guess that makes up for it.
let's see if i can lose any kilos. :D
went to maxwell for lunch. ate chicken rice.
yuck. i'm supposed to be eating healthy here.
suddenly all the unhealthy yummylicious food are just now good enough for me anymore.
it's utterly strange.
i need a holiday. 18december come quick.
i don't care if it's just to muar. i just wanna get away from singapore.
it's the usual 6 kids + 1 new guy. but it's gonna be the kids and the adults. -.-'
just like last year, both june and november. haha.
i've been visiting malaysia way too frequently.
last year, was kuala lumpur in june. and malacca in november.
now it's muar in december. AIYA.
why am i complaining so much for.
i think i'm pmsing larr.
tuition tmr. and i haven't done my hmwk. i'm just not in the mood man.
mom wants to go change her wardrobe, shoes and everything.
and i wanna go shopping.
i'm addicted.
MAN. I'M FEELING LIKE A GIRL AGAIN LARR.
tomboy-ish me?
i want that back. ):
this is ridiculous.
nothing ever happened.
you know it, i know it.
we both know it.
and we agree on it.
mutual understanding.
13:04
i'm home early. (:
library with fellow HRBC. (:
it was a little bit more difficult looking for books this time round. cos all the good books are borrowed already. hahaha. aiya. certain books i'm looking for, can't be found except for the most ulu of ulu places. sigh.
borrowed the usual fics. plus a garfield comic this time. (:
peishi joined us.
bought some food. went for meeting.
service was pretty awesome.
i think it was pretty great.
so it's slightly different. but it's great. (:
the jumping, the dancing. it's GREAT.
that's all i can say man. G-R-E-A-T. :D
suddenly, i can't wait to go to expo.
share the same grounds as 5566. hahaha. 17december they're performing. and 18december we have service. and then there's kenny g and all sorts of other artistes. can't wait for the strong youth crowd to be singing their hearts out. oh man. this is exciting!
met parents for dinner at kfc. dad needed to load carbo again.
didn't really have any carbo today at all.
pretty surprising. haha.
i'm trying to restrict my diet man. to healthy foods. kfc isn't one, but what choice did i have?
doing crunches and push ups. and going jogging everyday with mom. includes shopping. haha.
gotta be up early tmr. go support dad at the end of his marathon.
i want my hot coffee first please.
20:53
previous post? decided to delete that.
i mean, lyrics on the blog? aiya. hahaha.
so decided to change 'dance dance' to 'greatest story ever told'.
that song is simply awesome! (:
i woke up at 1330. i seriously slept the entire morning away.
nothing much la.
i'm bored. so computer is where i am.
but i woke up with a message from kelly.
she's sending me a postcard from queenstown, new zealand. (:
exchanged a few messages.
tmr's saturday.
library time! (:
more late night reading.
i have no more books left, and i'm bored at night.
oh man.
how much can one change during the two months of holidays?
have you heard?
i saw on mtv yesterday.
the click five is mtv's buzz worthy. (:
and of course, who squeals everytime they appear on tv?
HAHA. yes, ME.
i'm obsessed.
well, shahilia said so. hahaha.
mmbop ;
16:07
currently, i totally adore these three songs. two of them, because it's oliver james. -SQUEALS- and the other one, cos it's a nice song la. hehehe. i prefer the first two songs though. they're real nice. (:
mom will kill me if she finds out i'm still on the com.
best be off. no more good books left. no more late night reading. ):
MAKE A WISH ; stuck in the suburbs soundtrack
You, make a wish on a star
And believe in your heart
You can be anything that you wanna be
And you wish for a dream
Give it time you will see
There is nothing impossible when you….
Trust your heart
(Trust your…)
Oh Cause that is where you find it
Just give it a try
Close your eyes, make a wish
Just believe you cant miss
Gotta have faith in you
(Yeah)
Take a chance, take a risk
Hope is where the magic is
Make all your dreams come true
You've, got the power inside
Make your dream come to life
You can be anything that you want now
And your wish will come true
And someday that you do
When you learn to believe and have faith in
Trust your heart….
Oh if that's the only secret
Just give it a try!
CHORUS x2
Everyone's got some wish of their own
Waiting to happen, ready to show
We can do anything when we try
So close your eyes, make a wish
Now is the time…..
CHORUS x2
Take a chance, take a risk
Hope is where the magic is
Oooh make a wish
Just to make a wish
GREATEST STORY EVER TOLD ; oliver james
Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could have prayed for
Here you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad I'm your man
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
tonight
I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine
It's the way we touch that sends me
It's the way we'll always be
your kiss your pretty smile
you know i'd die for
oh baby
you're all i need
CHORUS
just how much i really need you
did I tell you that I love you
tonight
tonight
CHORUS
just how much I really need you
did I tell you that I love you tonight
LONG TIME COMING ; oliver james
Everybody wants to be loved
every once in a while
we all need someone to hold on to
just like a helpless child
yeah
can you whisper in my ear
let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
and like a lonely highway
i'm trying to get home
ooo loves been a long time coming
you can look for a lifetime
you can love for a day
you can think you got everything but
everything is nothing when you throw it away
yeah
then you look in my eyes
and i have it all
once again
CHORUS
didn't know i was lost
til you found me
uh huh
didn't know i was blind
but now i see
can you whisper in my ear
let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been searching for
oh been a long long highway and
now i see
ooo loves been a long time
oh been a long time
loves been a long time coming
00:03
the computer is so not being my friend right now.
it's lagging. i think.
i guess it's peak hour?
okay. now i feel all crappy.
watching taildaters was cool.
i love that show. okay. but still feeling crappy.
everyone says i think too much.
it's true la. and yep, i'm thinking again.
A LOT.
better think to myself than think to the whole world of internet users.
cos this time, it's really freaking me out. not freaking, just confusing. ):
BUG HALL (:
22:28
WHEE. I'M FEELING HIGH HIGH HIGH.
just watched get a clue on disney. and i'm HIGH HIGH HIGH.
it's world aids day.
was watching mtv, after trl, double trouble, then.. something about aids la. and i ended up watching poeple french kissing on the tv. ewwwwwww. switched channels. DUH.
went suntec with dad. waited like half an hour just so that dad could collect his marathon pack.
there was something about hong kong disneyland. and i found it so attracting. hahaha.
and the adidas waterbottle looked nice. sports and fitness expo. people playing floorball, and rockclimbing, and basketball, and scuba diving. hehehe.
went marche to eat. not as great as i was hoping la. mushroom soup was pretty good, slightly too creamy i guess. dad's mashed potato with mushrooms was good. (: and my rosti with bacon! totally love. unfortunately, no space for dessert.
walked to tower records in search for my most beloved cd. THE CLICK FIVE'S GREETINGS FROM IMRIE HOUSE. no such luck.
persuaded dad to walk to city link's hmv. i mean, heeren's has, so why not city links. once again, no such luck. and the cashier whom i asked wasn't being nice. hmpfs.
no space for dinner. i ate at 4pm. so yeah. eat cup noodles later tonight then. while watching the concert on mtv. hehehe. it's alright. the tv shall be ALL MINE. (:
nothing on tmr. hm.
mom's gonna be on leave the next two weeks. time to go shopping man. (:
i have in mind things i wanna buy. but certain things can be left out to haircut day on the last week of hols. :D
i'm feeling like a girl.
don't tell me that i'm one. i know that. but i'm feeling like a girl.
YUCK.
i hate the feeling.
EEEEEEEE. ><
21:12
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins
Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots
Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.
- And the record keeps playing the same old song